A few days ago, I read something I had written when I was younger. While reading those words, I thought 'Oh man, I had completely forgotten about that!' What a shame! That's when I decided that I need to write about every little emotion, every memory that is worth being remembered.
During the whole year, there is one day I didn't want to miss and it happened today. In 100 days exactly, we will take our final exams and then we'll leave high school forever. So, as the tradition has it, we had to get well-dressed, which is something I love even though I can't leave my Green Day shirts and my skinny jeans. I had to shave my eyebrows and my legs but it was all worth it! Today for the first time, I've been told that I am beautiful. That's something amazing. You don't even know how to answer this. I have also told every guy I met how gorgeous he looks in his clothes. So, today was a very productive day - we didn't do anything, pretty much.
The two girls you see next to me up there are the only two friends I had when I arrived at this school. They've always been there through the happiest and hardest times and I know that I have never thanked them enough for that. I know that the first year here has been a struggle, a real one. The second year was better and it changed my pessimistic self into a better person. This third year has been alright. I truly feel loved here. And yeah, I'm gonna miss this place. It's something I've only been realising this year and it bums me out that it took so much time. I'm still the same person I used to be when I arrived here. I still love and hate the same things and I have not turned into a bitch but I've learnt how to appreciate the little things and how to smile.
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